restarting, starting now

I'm kicking myself for falling for this guy, but the truth is, I would have kicked myself if I didn't. I can't hide from the love I want just because I'm afraid of getting hurt, or that it won't last. We can never predict how love will work (or not); we have to take the leap and hope for the best. For me and for Randal, it was best that things didn't work out for us so that we can remain open for the right people and the right opportunities. As much as this has hurt, I'm glad I took the leap. Now, it's time to fly solo and enjoy the ride.